Wow. It's been a while since I posted something...oops.

Well, not much to say today. Well that's not true. I'm fighting with my parents this morning. I know it's cliche say this but: they really don't understand me.

I'm nothing like my parents. And I'm nothing like the daughter they want me to be. My best friend is. They'd rather have her as their daughter.

But whatever, I've already had my rant about that. On to new topics....

...

Nope nothing to say. I'll try to think of something more interesting to say later.

bye for now.

ohk...so in addition to my old post, or rather an update i guess you can say...
i did it. i cut me hair. 16 inches off to be exactly. 
i feel...i feel...strange. 
my hair is sooooooo short now!!!!!!!! i can't believe how short it is. i haven't had short hair since i was little. i feel lost. my long was was a part of me-no pun intended-. it was a part of my identity-again, no pun intended-. 
i don't regret it though. i did it for a good cause, and it was time for a change. all 16 will go to Locks Of Love Foundation. 
I feel proud that I didn't cry or over react like those wanna be models on America's Next Top Model. Pathetic really...it's just hair. 
I know, I'm being a little hypocriticle but I guess it's just shock or whatev. 

My friends say my hair looks good and it frames my face really nice and that i look really pretty. 
Ohk, I can take the last two, but the third?no. i am not pretty. no. i am ugly. nothing is gonna change that. 

i'm still gonna dye my hair soon. hopefully...

yah...it's a new year. hopefully some new things will be coming this year. i can feel it. something's gonna happen this year. something bid. here's hoping for something good! XD

anyways...this isn't much of a posting. just wanted to post something and yah. that's all. soon i will post something. soon...i hope.

right now i'm working on my screenplay, still. i only have one more week to send it in and i haven't even started. i'm such a lazy idiot. feel free to yell at me for it. i wont stop you. hell, i'll probably join you! XD

besides working on my screenplay i'm working on my novels. and wowowowow. i'm doing research and gods! it's not fair! i find something real cool. then...i find something else really really cool that i wanna look up. and on and on it goes. 

ohk. anyways. i'm done here. i promise a better posting eventually! 

laters! 

ps: how is everyone and anyone?
 it's raining here so i'm gonna go out soon. yes, i'm going out in the rain. i luv the rain!

that's how long my hair has to be, at least, in order to donate it. wow. that's alot. but whatever. i need to cut my hair. it reaches past the small of my back. and i'm a tall person. really tall. it's over 12 inches. and very healthy. plus, it's time for a change. i'v had  my hair long forever. i've never had it short since like pre-k. no joke. after i cut it, i'll cut it to abobe shoulder lenght. yikes, that's short. i'm going to dye it. yep. it'll be pink: strawberry blond to be exact. here's my inspiration:  
 *if this is anyone's icon. as in u made it. then i credit u. i'm so sorry. i forgot who made this beauiful icon. forgive me*

yes. blame a game for me wanting to color my hair. a final fantasy game none the less. i'm so pathetic.  whatever. my hair. my future pink hair. 

hmm. maybe i should rethink this... 

*if u can't read this. so sorry*

i am in need of a new userpic. don't get me wrong. i LUV my userpic. buts i vants a new one. something that moves. that involves cloud and tifa. i luv that pairing. i'm so bored. and lonely.
can't wait till dec. 26. the book store had sooooooo better be open. i'm buying mes the book: the sweet far thing by the bestest author libba bray. oh why must i wait so's long?

1. Can you cook?
2. What was your dream growing up?
3. What talent do you wish you had?
4. Favorite place?
5. Favorite vegetable?
6. What was the last book you read?
7. What zodiac sign are you?
8. Any tattoos and/or piercings?
9. Worst habit?
10. Do we know each other outside of LiveJournal?
11. What is your favorite sport?
12. Do you have a negative or optimistic attitude?
13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15. Tell me one weird fact about you.
16. Do you have any pets?
17. Do you know how to do the Macarena?
18. What time is it where you are now?
19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21. Would you be my partner in crime or my conscience?
22. What color eyes do you have?
23. Ever been arrested?
24. Bottle or draft?
25. If you won £10,000 today [$20,000 for the Americans], what would you do with it?
26. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew?
27. What's your favorite bar to hang at?
28. Do you believe in ghosts?
29. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30. Do you swear a lot?
31. Biggest pet peeve?
32. In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33. In one word, how would you describe me?
34. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

*does a happy dance*

i own my very one final fantasy game!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's called: Dirge of Cerberus: final fantasy VII.
holey fuck i'm trigger happyies!

*breath girl breath.*
i am calm.

*looks at the game RIGHT infront of me*
arrgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*screams happiely*

so i was on youtube just know. and i was looking for something to listen to. i type in evanescence cause i haven't heard any of their shit in a while and HOLY HELL the first thing that pops out is the new GOOD ENOUGH single, vid. whatever you want to call it. i'm like what? i didn't know it came out! so i watched it. it's pretty good. the vid is pretty cool. weird, but cool. she looks so skinny and white. for somereason i wanna say: a doller says she's pregnant. and something else i noticed: she's gotten a bit better at lipsyning. is this good, or bad? anyways...here's the link if anyone want's to see:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=zSxoKQ_sWYY

i have been hit on the head. rather forcebly and harshely by life. 
the pain in my skull can prove it. 

life is treating me weird lately. and other concepts in life are messing with me. i think i've finally been able to manipulate something. well, that's a strong word, but it get's the point across.